Kahin Tum Option To Nahi?

 

Uska message aata hai aur tum turant reply karte ho.

Par tumhara message ka reply?
Kabhi 5 minute… kabhi 2 ghante… kabhi agli subah.

Aur tum?

Tum reason dhundhte ho.
Busy hogi…
Mood nahi hoga…
Shayad so gayi hogi…

Khud hi case banate ho.
Khud hi verdict dete ho.
Aur khud hi maaf kar dete ho.

 

Dheere dheere ek pattern banta hai

Bina kisi announcement ke… bina kisi decision ke…

Tumhari life uske schedule ke around shift ho jaati hai.

Wo free hai to tum available ho.
Wo ignore karti hai to tum wait karte ho.
Wo reply karti hai to tumhara din ban jaata hai.

Aur ye sab itna slowly hota hai…
Ki tumhe pata bhi nahi chalta.

 

Sabse dangerous cheez

Andar se ek ajeeb si feeling aati rehti hai…
Jaise sab theek hote hue bhi kuch theek nahi hai.

Ek awaaz jo baar baar bolti hai
yeh sahi nahi lag raha…

Par tum chup rehte ho.

Kyuki agar bol diya…
To shayad sab khatam ho jaaye.

Aur tum wo risk nahi lena chahte.

Isliye tum ruk jaate ho.
Intezaar me.
Umeed me.

 

Sach simple hai

Jo insaan tumhe seriously leta hai…
Wo tumhe confuse nahi karta.

Wo time nikaalta hai.
Wo clear hota hai.

Tumhe guess nahi karna padta.

Aur agar tum baar baar guess kar rahe ho…
To kahin na kahin tum already answer jaante ho.

 

Meri journey kuch aisi thi

Main bhi isi jagah atka hua tha.

Har baar sochta tha
Is baar alag hoga

Har baar ek naya reason…
Ek naya chance…

Par jo cheez mujhe pakad ke rakhi thi…
Wo pyaar nahi tha.

Wo aadat thi.

Uske naam ki…
Uske message ki…
Uski presence ki.

 

Ek din maine khud se poochha:

Agar ye insaan meri life me na ho…
To kya main theek rahunga?

Jawab simple tha:

Haan…
par aadat todni padegi.

 

Phir maine kya change kiya

Koi dramatic decision nahi liya.

Bas dheere dheere:

• Effort match karna start kiya
• Jitna saamne se aaye, utna hi diya
• Waiting band ki
• Aur apni life ko rukne nahi diya

Aur sabse important…
Khud ko pehle rakhna seekha

Jo surprisingly sabse mushkil part tha.

 

Aaj tumhare liye

Koi heavy advice nahi.

Bas ek kaam karo:

Observe karo

Effort equal hai ya nahi?

Bas itna dekho.
Koi drama nahi… koi justification nahi…

Bas honestly.

 

Real baat

Jo tumhe value karta hai…
Wo tumhe confuse nahi karta.

Aur agar tumhe baar baar doubt ho raha hai…

To answer already saamne hai.